I read the blogs i wrote before. The lord punish the wicked with death. Will i be too onesided and just think from my own angle which has ignored the others benefits. Do the wicke deserves this punishment? I doubt and i dun understand.
The world is difficult to understand and to be understood.
Never will i understand the decision of god.

The confirmed decision upsets me. It maked me understand the people are cunning to get advantage for themselves. The have their hidden agenda. And when they make a decision it is not to make the situation controllable. There are always other choices pop up which make the situation more complicated. Therefore. Unchanges is the best way to deal with the changes.
Will the decision brings harm to others? Definitely. But i wish the best would be coming. God pls help us!
I hope everyone would settle well as the shop will be handed over to the bastard. But i dont want the bastard to have gd business coz he got advantage from us. He didnt give as much as our shop deserves. Hung is also bad who hid from us and helped the bastard to get advantage from us. Fxxk them. I am really angry with them.

Why

Why.. god u let the wicked living in the world.

My lord. When will u punish the wicked?

It is not fair to be a cockroach too... do u think its life should be taken as it is in a dead ended situation?
So lucky to be a human being who can control how he lives.. sometimes how he dies...

Why the world is so unfair... the bitch and bastard who started the war and stirred other's  anger would have much profit?

i am so devastated the bitch is ridiculous
she wants to preserve my face so said it was ok?
she makes me act like a fool
she did not phone me to tell me not to go there
i thought i was goood
that sucks
i hope she will get a bad tutor
it is her loss that she did not get me as her tutor and i will never get to the house again